By Lizeth De La Luz
Under water you are still an iridescent trace of corners pealed
sunbeam and sunset stay with us soul and dust
whisper of flame in hand you bloom (________)
in no ripple drifting by in your mother’s eye silence of voice
in gasp in want in need in exhaustion in agitation
in dissociated memory recalling a phone call singing
amidst the clings of music and the counts of laughter
body breathless steps making way through the
waters of sound to reach your mother
to find her awaken by gritting teeth a fragrant of silence
in a body so still, it grew out of her and stirred
the beats and swings and taps to be a tongue so restless
to be ash and to be lost in morning in miles of you
she was held tightly violet and Sunday seeking the divine
in a room of sun and soil an untaught silence we know
of someone’s child family and blood
of a smile we’d believed to see again one day
through rivers or mountains to not forget
unforgiving country we remain in place listen to her scream
molten and awake
LIZETH DE LA LUZ is a Mexican American poet from California. She writes about the frustrations of language barriers, learned barriers, and the anxieties of living/loving/grieving in a Mexican body in the United States. Her work has been published in City Works, Short Vine, and Latino Literatures.
This poem originally appeared in Stonecoast Review Issue 21.
Photo by Cristian Palmer