By Elmaz Abinader
Sit on the ambulance floor, rubber mat
rutting your legs. Cradle your daughter lifted
into your arms
when your husband called, you
ran ran ran The day was hot, on fire
sandals slipped away from your feet
crumbles of wall and window rolled
beneath you
your daughter
wet face on your bare arm shed her skin as
you pick the shards out one
at a time
You will be at the hospital soon, you reason,
where you lie with her on the tile floor while those
who cannot feel their skin are wrapped in sheets.
The dream that night is a quiet lake where
she will stand at the edge, throwing bread
to the ducks.
You stand at a distance, to look at her in a photograph
the blinding sun lighting her in a burst, one
that makes her skin remember.
Elmaz Abinader has published books of poetry, a memoir, and other things and works making opportunities for writers of color. Abinader can be found online at www.elmazabinader.com and @elmazabinader.
This poem originally appeared in Stonecoast Review Issue 21.
Photo by Andrea Cipriani